Friday, May 6, 2011

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Hello everyone!

I’m sorry it’s been so long since my last post, I’ve actually been really busy.  I will try to do better in the future. Now lets get started.

How many of you can say you have a great life?  Currently my life is in the positive, I have a career, I really like the people I work with and what I do, I believe I’m successful, I have no enemies, I have a wonderful and supportive family, I can afford to support myself, and I’m Happy.. I’m really happy right now.  But something is still wrong.

I’m single, and most days I like being single, and then there are days when I wish I was in a relationship.  In the back of my mind I’ve made it a habit of realizing that I’m not always going to be single, so I stretch out in my bed at night, I appreciate the silence when I come home, and I realize that where I am today, is because I was able to focus on Me, Myself, and I (The Ultimate Relationship everyone should have).  However, there are those nights when I wish, I did have someone’s arms wrapped around me, or at least a good night phone call/text.

I’m kind of late sharing this, but on April 21, 2011 I was baptized.  I made a promise to God that if he helped me through that rough storm I would finally develop a better and more personal relationship with him. 

And I feel like it would be difficult for me to even consider a relationship with someone right now, especially while I’m working on the one between God and I. 

So, clearly I’m confused I don’t know what I want (which is normal).  I guess I just want it all.

I will leave everyone with the following quotes, said to me, from my girlfriends.

     ·      Clearly your last relationships didn’t work, because the one that works will be your last relationship. CB
     ·      Don’t give up hope Kate was 29 years old when she finally walked down the isle to marry her prince =) CB
     ·      You're not single, your just to good to be taken AW


Yep…. My girlfriends rock. Stay Chocolate.