Sunday, March 13, 2011

Me, Myself, I, and God.

This year, my 26th year, has truly been about Me, Myself, I, and God. I’ve seen myself grow so much and change as a person, that I’ve begun to shock myself.

At one point in my life, I was afraid, and weak. I was afraid that I wouldn’t find the success I desperately wanted in my life, and I thought I was to weak to leave a relationship I wasn’t happy in.

This year I started to conquer all of my fears.  I began taking the kind of risks that should ONLY be taken in your 20’s lol.  I ended friendships, jobs, and relationships that I felt added no value to my life.  I began a deep and profound relationship with God.  At one point I even thought people would think I was crazy, because every time one door closed I would always say “Its okay, God will work it out.”  I began to finally let go and give ALL control and power to him.  And this journey started with a silent prayer, I said to him while sitting on my bed at 12:45 p.m. November 8, 2010; 

“Lord I know you have something planned for me, I know you will place me on the right path, I don’t know what it is, but I can’t wait for you to show me the way.” 

And 2 mins later I started getting emails and phone calls.

The life I had for the past 26 years has come to an end. I am a new woman, with a new mindset and a new relationship with God.  The person who was weak and scared about what they could become and accomplish has left the building, and I now act as if God is sitting on my shoulders.

This is by far, my most anticipated birthday ever.  I welcome everything that 27 has to offer.

I plan on getting dipped in the Chocolate City with my Girlfriends this weekend. Great friends, great laughs, a great life.

Be Great.  Don’t set out to impress others, impress yourself.  And, as always stay chocolate ;)

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