This year, my 26th year, has truly been about Me, Myself, I, and God. I’ve seen myself grow so much and change as a person, that I’ve begun to shock myself.
At one point in my life, I was afraid, and weak. I was afraid that I wouldn’t find the success I desperately wanted in my life, and I thought I was to weak to leave a relationship I wasn’t happy in.
This year I started to conquer all of my fears. I began taking the kind of risks that should ONLY be taken in your 20’s lol. I ended friendships, jobs, and relationships that I felt added no value to my life. I began a deep and profound relationship with God. At one point I even thought people would think I was crazy, because every time one door closed I would always say “Its okay, God will work it out.” I began to finally let go and give ALL control and power to him. And this journey started with a silent prayer, I said to him while sitting on my bed at 12:45 p.m. November 8, 2010;
“Lord I know you have something planned for me, I know you will place me on the right path, I don’t know what it is, but I can’t wait for you to show me the way.”
And 2 mins later I started getting emails and phone calls.
The life I had for the past 26 years has come to an end. I am a new woman, with a new mindset and a new relationship with God. The person who was weak and scared about what they could become and accomplish has left the building, and I now act as if God is sitting on my shoulders.
This is by far, my most anticipated birthday ever. I welcome everything that 27 has to offer.
I plan on getting dipped in the Chocolate City with my Girlfriends this weekend. Great friends, great laughs, a great life.
Be Great. Don’t set out to impress others, impress yourself. And, as always stay chocolate ;)
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