Progress Report

When I first decided to start this journey of blogging I named it Self Love, because through this stage of my life I am suppose to Only focus on Loving myself.  Well, I think its time for a progress report, and ladies I would probably give myself a C. It's clear that I'm still falling into the old habits of the past. 

Its safe to say that old habits die hard, so even though I'm trying to change and grow as a person, that change and growth can't happen overnight. Infact the only thing that has happened overnight, was me moving from VA to MD to begin my career in DC. 

So now that I've identified the fact that DAMN its hard to change who I am, when who I am, Is all that I've ever known; and lets not forget, that the last 11 years have also had a huge impact on who I am.  And, for those who know me... It hasn't been that great. (Ya'll remember the vodka I had on my last plane ride from Chicago lol, I laughed that day, and I'm still laughing... that has to be a great sign).

So Whats next for me? At this point I have no idea. How do I begin to have self love when I feel like its been missing from my life for so long. And don't get me wrong people I try, I try to treat myself good, and sometimes I just get caught up in situations, but I'm learning: Its how I handle them, that makes the difference. =). Hmmm Maybe I just had a small breakthrough...

SB: I'm loving DC. It's everything and more.... It's the ultimate love affair....

As always...Stay Chocolate ;)